Thursday 30 May 2013

Going Crazy

I fear that I may be going a little.....er.......a lot crazy.  This pregnancy seems to be sending me over the edge from time to time.  When I was young and pregnant with L I managed to keep my emotional state stable despite some rather scary circumstances.  I also managed to keep my wits about me when I was pregnant with T but this baby is making me crazy..... or maybe it's the other two who are making me crazy and I'm just assuming that it's this baby ;)  Have you ever found yourself super upset about something and getting super upset with your spouse and the entire time you have a running commentary through your head saying, "Why am I so upset?  This really isn't a big deal?  Stop being so upset?  Why isn't he telling me to snap out of this??"  My poor husband has to deal with me like this on a weekly basis.  Bless his patient heart!  I had a little....um....well.... I guess we could call it an episode on Sunday.  I burst into tears over something, I'm not even sure what and my husband responded by planning a date night for us on Tuesday.  My mom even surprised us by keeping the kids overnight so I could have a little time in the afternoon and the next morning to myself.  I'm not sure if my dear hubby mentioned my craziness to her but I sure do appreciate what both of them did this week.  I am going to attempt to get a little more sleep in the next few weeks and go out in the evenings for some time to myself (calling all my wonderful girlfriends, let's go out!) to try and keep the craziness at bay before I drive my poor husband to the loony bin.  Oh pregnancy, why art thou so unhinged. lol. Off to bed I go ;)