This time of year is often difficult for me. I do not do well with the days becoming shorter and nighttime feeling endless. Darkness at dinner time and darkness at breakfast. I often joke about wanting to live in a glass box because I love the sunshine so much. The darkness was never my friend but I really began to notice it when L was born. She was born early October and she was very colicky. She would cry all day and all night. I would pace in her nursery holding her all night long and cry my eyes out. During the day I could handle it but as soon as the sun started to go down I would get a strong sense of dread that would come over me and I would begin to shake, feel like I was going to vomit, and, of course, start to cry. That was probably one of the most difficult times of my life. When baby #3 was born at the beginning of September this year I began to feel that feeling all over again. T2 has been a very good baby since he was born but when you are tired and you have no idea what your night is going to look like and you have two other kids who are going to wake up bright and early the next morning, you can't help but feel a little fearful. Thankfully this time that dreadful feeling passing by the time T2 was only about three weeks old. I don't know if it was just because I was able to fall into motherhood easier since it was the third time or if it was just a result of a lot of prayer but I am SOOO thankful that feeling is a thing of the past. So, this year I have decided to embrace the darkness and look for some positives in it. This is what I have come up with so far.
10 Reasons to Enjoy Short Winter Days
1. The kids no longer wake up at 5:00AM with the summer sunshine.
2. You can trick the kids into going to bed early. This will probably only work a little while longer since I'm sure L is going to be able to tell time very soon.
3. Sitting by the fire is much cosier with the flames glow in the darkness.
4. Oh, Christmas Tree. Nothing like the twinkle of a Christmas tree in the darkness.
5. Along those same lines, the outdoors look so incredibly beautiful when all the Christmas lights are up on the houses. We are fortunate to live on a street where lots of people put up Christmas lights on their houses and outdoor trees :)
6. Romantic cuddles. Come on now, cuddles on the couch with the hubby do seem a little more romantic when the lights are dimmed. *wink, wink*
7. Snow falling. There are few things more beautiful than watching the snow fall under a streetlight. I will admit that the beauty is lost if it is still happening in April.
8. Cosy sweaters. A warm winter sweater seems so much more comfy when worn on a cool, dark winter evening.... plus it will cover that left over baby belly still hanging around ;)
9. Skating. Ooooooh, I LOVE ice skating on a winter evening. The twinkling snow and the strange muted silence that the snow brings. Perhaps I am a little biased to ice skating since that is how my hubby proposed 10 years ago :)
10. Snow. If you don't live in a place with snow then you might not know what it is like to walk outside on a winter night when the moon is shining and it feels almost as light as day as its light reflects off of the snow. It is at that moment that it truly feels like a winter wonderland.
So, on these ever increasingly shorter days be encouraged that there are reasons to enjoy the darkness.
